It is true that the passions of both body and soul are hard to discern. This is because the demons who stir them are usually hidden and we cannot distinguish them. That is why a good therapist is needed, one who knows the hidden inner life and is a vessel of the Holy Spirit in order to discern and cure. This discernment is one of the great gifts of the grace of the Holy Spirit. St. John of the Ladder, referring to the example that often when we draw water from a well it can happen that we inadvertently also bring up a frog, connects this with the virtues. When we acquire virtues we can sometimes find ourselves involved with the vices which are imperceptibly interwoven with them.
He offers several examples. Gluttony can be caught up with hospitality; unchastity with love; cunning with discernment; malice with sound judgment; duplicity, procrastination, slovenliness, stubbornness, willfulness, and disobedience with meekness; refusal to learn with silence; conceit with joy; laziness with hope; censoriousness with love again; listlessness and sloth with stillness; acerbity with chastity; familiarity with humility[56]. It is clear from this that a great deal of watchfulness is needed in order to discover the passions. For we may think that we are being virtuous while we are really working for the devil, cultivating the passions. We must watch out for the frog, which is usually the passion of self-esteem. This passion defiles obedience to the commandments.
According to the same saint, the demon of avarice often simulates humility. And the demon of self-esteem or self-indulgence encourages the giving of alms[57]. Therefore we must, above all, be watchful to discern the cunning of the demon even while we are cultivating the virtues. He mentions a case in which he had been overcome by the demon of laziness and was thinking of leaving his cell. But when several men came and praised him for leading the life of a hesychast, "my laziness gave way to self-esteem". And then he was amazed by the manner in which the demon of self-esteem stood up against all the other cunning spirits[58]. Likewise the demon of avarice fights very hard against those who are completely without possessions. When it fails to overcome them, it begins to tell them about the wretched conditions of the poor, thereby inducing them "to become concerned with material things"[59]. Another point mentioned by the Holy Fathers is the way in which we can detect the presence of passion. The discerning and dispassionate Geron who will look at the impulses of our soul and correct us certainly has an important place. But beyond this we also have other ways of perceiving the presence and working of passions. It is a sign that a voluntary passion is working when a person is upset on being reproached or corrected for it. When he accepts calmly the reproach which comes, it is a sign that "he was defeated or unaware of it"[60]. In other words the reproach and the upset or calm show the existence of the passion and whether it is voluntary or not. "The foulest passions are hidden within our souls; they are brought to light only when we scrutinize our actions"[61].
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